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| Mrs. Ginapantz --
you can stop going through my xanga to stalk your daughter.
That's an invasion of privacy.
And lemme remind you before you start going through emails--
it's illegal.
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Kay? Kay. Glad to see we're on the same page.
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| She fuh-king stained it.
It looks like rust stains.
ON MY POOR UNDEROATH SHIRT.
I had it one day.
One day. And mum puts it in the washer to wash out the smoke smell, and I get it out of the washer today, and it's like...
HORRIBLE.
DREADFUL.
NOTICEABLE SPOTS.
Near the hem.
Today just sucks. I've done nothing but sit on my ass all day, and just -- do nothing.
I did draw a few things, more like doodle, and I messed around on gaia and talked to people. Which is all well and fine, but.
this break is really boring, and I haven't even been out a week.
Just think, only half a year of school left when I go back.
Yesss.
Well, random rant.
I may update later -- again.
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| Have you guys noticed that my entries are becoming once a month type things?
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It's because I forget about this.
And the fact that no one ever comments -- Dosen't help.
Well, since last month, and the month before, I'm single as ever, and not really loving it.
Even though the stress factor is low, it kind of sucks since most
people have a boyfriend/girlfriend or something, and yer like the odd
one out. Other than that, things are fine.
Last week, on Wednesday, we had an ROTC Christmas party, where there was karaokee.
. . .
Lmfao. Top sang, I have no idea WHAT he sang, but it was hillaous. And
then about an hour or two before the day ended --when there was only
about 10 people who were actually still there-- we played musical
chairs, and gave up when Top suggested we walk on our hands backwards.
:] It was great, lots of laughs and I fell on my ass -- twice. But hey,
's okay. Savanah was like...crazy good at it. And when it was two guys
left, they would always be like.. OMFG THIS IS MY CHAIR and try to push
each other off.
Good times.
Now I'm out for Chrissie break, and it's-- Boring to say the least.
Nothing's happened really, and I'm just waiting on Chrissie to ocme in
go -- which is on Monday. I'm supposed to be getting a new computer,
new DDR, money for clothes, and highlights for my hair.
I think that's all I asked for this year, but knowing my mother she'll throw some random stuff in.
I miss Florida lyk whoa. I haven't seen niki since fuh-king June, and
-- Tennessee is just -- boring. But hey, Niki is gonna get her ass up
here if it's the last thing I do next year. D: SO YEAH BITCH, GET READY
FOR IT.
I need to go shopping for the nikerdoodle. I haven't had a chnace yet
since my mother won't take me -- But it'll get done, expect some kind
of package in the mail sometime just before or after christmas, Niki.
It's already 1:34. D: And I've done absolutely nothign today. I'm
sitting here with clothes in my lap, the straightner plugged in in the
bathroom and all that jazz, but I'm not going anywhere.
so I guess I'll sit here today and look pretty-- if that's even possible.
I'm not expecting pressies form people, nor do I really want them --
Because my parents are all faskfjsap on me sending people stuff, so I'm
serious guys.
cut it out with the gifts, mmkay?
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Niki's one exception, because well yeah, I'm sending her shit, and it costs us money to do so, so Dad about has a seizure.
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Well, I think I'm done for now.
Maybe I'll write more later today, if I forgot anything, who knows.
Later guys, ily.
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| Wellwellwell.
It's been a while, everyone. Well, I don't even know who reads this, or why they read this, but hey, it's here. LEAVE COMMENTS. Thanks.
Well anyway, school's been great. ROTC is still like, my favorite class
and all, soyeah. I have no idea why I like it, but I do. People think
I'm a little weird for being in it, but hey. I'd LOVE to see them try
it.that'd be a disaster.
Eh, I've been hanging out at Samantha's all week. It's pretty fun,
except when it gets to the point when no one can think of anythign to
do anymore. Last Friday, she came home with me and we went to a
football game, where we all about froze our asses off. I kept going
into the bathroom because it had a heater that was giving off just a
little bit of warm, and holding my converse up to it so my toes oculd
be warm for a whole 20 seconds after I went outside. After a bit of
that, I went over to the hill, since I lost Samantha and Moses, and
borrowed some stoned guys jacket. seriously, he was so fucking stoned.
It was HILLAROUS. He was spinning around in circles, tripping over
people, and all this shit. Ended up giving him his jacket back, and
went back to sitting on the ground, freezing.
so some guy walks up, and says I look lonely. Turns out, his name's
Aaron, and we talked for like, friggin' ages. He seemed pretty nice,
and he ended up giving me his jacket to wear, and then we hid under
Tanner's blanket and stuff. then Samantha found us, and complained
about how cold she was, so we're like... Kaysolike, anyone got a cell
phone?
We called her mom, and she said she'd come get us, and we have to walk
ALL the way over to the pool in the park next to the fence at hte other
side of the school. now, that's a good... 10 minute walk. So Aaron
walks us over there, and then decides to tell us that people in the
park are all...Weird and might rape us. So basically, we're like.. Oh
shit, great, so how the hell are we supposed to find her mom? We're
avbout to get a ride from Aaron and his dad, but her mom got the idea
to ride around the parking lot first, so that was good. Ohohoh. Aaron
asked for my number, soyeah.
Well anyway, they took me home after sitting in that car in extreme
pain for 20 minutes because the heat was all the way up, and if you've
ever been compleatly numb and then had to sit somewhere really hot, or
jumped in a cold pool and then went back to the hot tub, you know what
I mean. So Saturday, Samantha calls and asks if I want to go to the
mall with her and some friends, and my mom tells her yeah, since I was
in the shower when they called, and said they'd be there in 15 minutes.
So I'm left with 15 minutes to jump out of the shower, find clothes,
blowdry and straighten my hair, get ready, close myspace so Cody
dosen't find out all that shit, and all this other stuff. Well, right
when I finish all that, the odorbell rings.
So I get in the car. Her boyfriend, Sheilds, is there, so is her little
brother, and Sheild's sister, Brittany. so off we go to Turkey Creek
over in Faragut. We got lost, and Brittany was doing Batman turns and
all this shit, and cursing. Now keep in mind, Brittany's only what, a
little less than a year older than me,a nd she has the lives of 2 14
year olds and 2 15 year olds in her hands, and she's on a major road,
turning batman turns in a car that isn't low to the ground, and could
very well flip. Well,. we made it there in one peice, ran around for an
hour or so, and headed back to Samantha's in Loudon. I ended up staying
the night in the room with once again, Sheilds, Samantha, Samantha's
brother, and Brittany, so it was crowded.
Guess who got the floor.
So I'm laying there, brittany is on her cell, and Sheilds, Samantha,
and her brother are asleep, and Samantha's dog is under the bed. so me
and brittany are sitting there, and we hear a noise.
We both shut up, and listen, and then ask each other what that is.
then we realize, her dog is peeing on the DDR mat, and jump up
screaming. Mass. Pandamonia. And..No one wakes up. we're laughing, and
the dog is like, mad terrified, and people still managed to sleep
through it. She ended up getting off hewr phone, and we stuck a
DVD in, and fell asleep.
I wake up the next morning, and wonder WHAT the hell I am doing on the
floor, and I'm freezing. so I take the pillow off my head, look up at
Samantha's brother's bed, and I see none other than her dog sitting
there, about to jump on me. I have time to yell "DON'T YOU DARE-"
before it jumped on me. That...Was painful to say the least. So
everyone's awake, we eat, and Sheilds, Brittany, and family leave. So
Samantha, me, and her brother are there, and we go upstairs, to find
that when sheilds picks up his pants, he took the belt out of them and
dropped them ON THE FLOOR, only taking the belt. that's a little...Odd.
He also left his wallet unknowingly, but he did tell us he lost his
hat, which Samantha still hasn't found yet.
We did some more stuff, and I ended up going home. Monday was pretty
normal, and I found out form Lary that Aaron has a girlfriend in
Knoville, which REALLY sucks.
This week, we haven't had school Tuesday, or today, Thursday. She came
over to my house tuesday, and we hung around fighting over a magizine,
playing music in the basement, and watching movies.we got up at like,
10:00, and started playing POKEMON STADIUM on the N64. It was great.
she went home around 2...And that was that. so we had school Wednesday,
ROTC uniforms, and that's abbouuutt it. Except Dillan hugged me a
bunch, which was odd. On Thursday, O went home with Samantha and we
went to their church, which was okay, but boring, sinc eI am definatly
not a church person. It's just not something I enjoy/belive very much.
So we go back to her house after it, and go to sleep since her brother
has school in the morning. Well, I wake up, and her dod had ended up
doing something I would kill a person for.
First. he chewed up my ipod headphones, which PISSED ME OFF, and
second, he DESTROYED my 3rd gravi manga. I was like...Really mad, but I
let it go. I can always get new ones. so today, we basically hung
around going outside occasionally, watching TV, eating, and all that
good stuff. So yeah.
Well, I can't wait untill school tomorow for osme reason, I guess I
miss the socialization more than I realize. this is still the best
school year I've had yet, so. I'm probabally doing HORRIBLY in Algebra
still, but I'll survive. I really shoudl go back to Foundations 2, but
I'll see how things go. We have to do some gay project in english
having to do with a sport, and mine happens to be Motorcycling...and
it's rather gay. at least I didn't get chess, which would have sucked.
I forgot my PT clothes for ROTC in my locker, so once again I'm gonna
have to either skip out or do PT in jeans...Most likely in jeans, I
just hope somoene else fucked up.
And, that's about it for now. I'm gonna tryu to update every day now, I
knwo I've said it before, but I really do need somewhere to vent. Lmao.
If I think of anything else, I'll post it.
Later guys.
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| Jebux people.
It's been a while.
A lot has happened since my last entry.
the first week of school or so sucked, there was no one to talk to, and
I dind't know anyone. and Math sucked. then I met this guy named
Spencer. He seemed really nice, and we got to know each other a little
and he asked me out. so suddenly, we're dating. All's going well, no
problems, except for Megan, hjis ex, and Brittany Busch, his other ex.
they hated me, and were constantly trying to pick fights, and it was
like, what the fuck? So this keeps on and keeps on, I land Megan's ass
in the office.
About 2 weeks later, Spencer tells me he's breaking up with me because
I don't talk enough. HELL. I talked more than he did, and it was
awkward, so I was glad it ended. then, I found out he had been cheating
on me. Okay. that pisses me off. If you're going to cheat on someone,
wouldn't it be easier just to break up with them first?
What the hell.
And then I switched classes. I dropped one for ROTC, which is...
An awesome goddamn class. the best one I have all day. I know all the
people really well, and it's just fun for some reason. doing the rifle
team as well. :3 We had a test in the first week or so I was in
it, and I got a 96. Score.
For First semester, I got pretty good grades except for math which I am for the suck at. Everythign else was just great.
Now we're halfway into second semester, and time's going fast. My homeroom still sucks though.
Why?
she makes us sit in the band room, in rows, because my class is apparently too loud.
Okay. Prime time is our free class period, and she dosen't want us talking. God, she makes me mad.
And now my mom is bitching. Anyway.
We've been having to do that for like, 3 weeks now. It SUCKS. I just
knd of sit there and deal with Jerimiah every day, which is...Okay, the
manwhore.
I thought I'd love my drama class as well.
Well it sucks. After having to spend WEEKS on her preaching to us to
breathe correctally and we haven't done one theatre related thing all
week, you'd think I would be sick of it.
Today, she gave us an assignment for friday where we have to do some
sort of skit and have it prepared by friday. I'm picking to choose a
fairy tail and twist it, most likely using Little Red Riding Hood, and
changing the roles of Miss Hood and the Wolf somehow, making Miss Hood
seem like the bad one this time. Maybe she's some hardcore hunter of
wolves or some shit? Lmao.
But yeah. tomorow I won't be at school untill like 11 because of a
Dentist appointment. this lady is insane,. saying how fucked up my
mouth is when it wasn';t this bad in florida, and how I have to get
braces to fix a gap in between 2 teath and my lower jaw.
Well, the jaw deal can't be fixed. Why? My lower jaw is smaller than my
upper one, it dosen't fit in place. besides, with no oer bite, I look
lkike a retard. so no, she won't be fixing that. Only thinig I want her
to do is fix any cavities I have, and whiten my teath. enough said.
Then I get to go to school in the middle of ROTC, and somehow find everyone who'll be outside for Druill, using rifles. Score.
I'm also gonna try to get premoted by next week. I jsut have to memorize the chain of comand in order.
I know the first 3 or so, but their ranks are hard to remember after
that. I know the first is George W. bush, Seciond would be Secratary of
.... Okay, so I don't know if it's Nave or Defense, but it's donald
Rumsfeld. <<
After that, would be the secretary of defense or nave, Donald C. Winters.
Then you've got... the commander of naval service education training
command, J. Kevin Moran? I think so, or he's the Commander of naval
service training command- screw it, I need to study. I know their
names, I know all the positions, I just can't put them in order off the
top of my head. Besides, I haven't studdied in like, 3 weeks.
Top is insane. today, we had a test, and he lost hte papers, so he goes into his office and starts SINGING. Yep, singing.
"When someone loves you...They're sure to love you~' comes floating out of his office.
Like, all of us cracked up. It was hillarous. And he walks back in and
looks at us, and sings again, exagerating, seeing if we'll laugh.
you couldn't have counted ot 3 before we did. It was just so damn funny.
Anyway, I found myself not being able to wait till English.
why?
IU see David.
I like David. :DDDDDD
The Friday before last, there was a football game we went ot, and we
just kinda ran around, I got there and was with Brittany and her friend
first.
Apparentl;y, her firend lieks David.
By the end of hte game, was wearing his jacket and he had bought
me hot chocolate. I think I pissed the girl off, but screw it. she
didn't try, well she did, but it was obnoxious. I was just me, and
apparently it worked.
But I still have no idea if he likes me or not. >< I hope he does.
But I know Dobb does. He's in my ROTC class, and he asked me out and I
couldn't remember his name. >< I told him he seemed nice, but I
dind't know him.
Oh, Spencer heard about htis and asked me mockingly. 'Are you gonna
date Dobb? He said if you 'got to know him better' you would.' and his
tone was just... assholeish. And it pissed me off. So I said.. I don't
know, and rolled my eyes. He can be such an ass.
The other Brittany got her hair cut. ;_; It's short, and looked pretty before, she shoulda kept it. I saw at lunch today.
I eat the most unhealthy lunch. Today? 2 Cookies, a Rice Krispy, and a Diet Dr. Pepper. Lmao, that's like my lunch every day. x3
There's this girl named Miranda who is all upset. why? I'm skinner than
her and still have bigger boobs according to her. she keeps askign
random questions, and today I walked out of the building before her,
and she grabs my arm and yells... 'HEY LOOK IT'S MY BIB BOOBED WHORE!'
I didn';t know weather to die, or stab her with my ipod somehow.
But yeah. My mom is a pain int he ass and making me go. I can't stand my family at all. ><
So yeah. that's it for the long ass entry of the day.
Peace out Girl scout.
...and guys.
um.
CALL ME~
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